why am I awake? I mailed and handed out 5 of the eight copies of the largest document I have ever produced from scratch...I bet It is stupid to the pros...I will keep trying if I get rejected,  I hope to be able to grow from this experience. I know the offices aren't open but i gave it to persons I know in these positions.  It makes it even more crazy. I Know they are good fair people, that's not the problem . I think my grammar stinks. 1 thought 1 sentence is my style full of howevers and commas,,,,yeah still nervous that those who look at me funny might be like he cant get it to paper well..paper takes so long, human to human is so much faster..I like to debate with smart people...

 One more thing ...
This plan could change the way the public interacts with organizations most often depicted as negative entities hindering potential growth of "new" and "upcoming" business by drowning them in nonsensical rules and regulations..so far I found no nonsense,  just good ideas. A little pricey but good..  Still nervous.. I value the opinion so ..I hope I did well, so much so I cant sleep..Fishing soon, grounding.