Out of wak???

I just cant seem to get it right today,my questions are half answered only because I half as#$ked them.I feel as if the life was sucked out of me half way through the day almost as we entered a local town.It seemed to be downhill from there,and didnt let up all the rest of the day with negativity a plenty.I hate days like today because I must have missed something along the way,you know getting kicked while you are down type of thing.I have the deed for jackson street and have planted a couple of signs.And so it begins again.....goood times are ahead as the house has now fallen from the top priority(we now have upper cabinets for the first time in 22 yrs for me and at least 15 for her) how thankful we are to have them now.Even after all the bad today it just isnt bad enough to negate the fact BHCO will be planting over 150 (estimated) fruit or nut bearing trees in the next month or so.I Have just enough of my own money to do it .awesome