nobody seems to care

I work all day at this and get nothing but negativity,illegal dumping on my sites,people being asses and trying to take advantage of anything they can,and still I power on because of my mission.It is slowly coming to crossroads again,I wonder what will happen next?I wonder if anyone cares but me!I have worked so hard that I spend nights in pain from cramps and screaming out for Jesus when my "training"gets intense.I believe it is almost time to say goodbye to the blog and the facebook and the youtube as it seems to be more trouble than it is worth.I have said it before,I think I was the wrong entity for the job.I guess time will tell and I will give very little warning,It has been very interesting doing this project and watching the movement take hold.I have even contemplated selling all of it,Im not sure just yet.I think loosing faith may be a part of my decision(not in God)>It was my lack of faith in humanity that got me in this mess.Or should I say it got me out of a mess?Im tired of liars and greed,people who play stupid and thieves,lazy people and people who think they are entitled.I know their time will come,If I am in charge when that happens,I will let them starve.(See not the right guy for the job) Or maybe I am,and no I am not worried about my salvation,I gave up my life in so many ways to get here.I never thought this would be something I would do,funny how things work out.I guess we will see,dont underestimate me however,what I think has no bearing on what is to be done!