So the year is about to begin again and like always I am not ready. I still dont have the house built and my employment situation is as bad as my ability to function. I really miss my family even after ll we have been through and am so shaken by the whole thing ,I got directional malfunctions. Things are getting a little better for me as I know what the tasks are that need to take place I just have to keep motivated and get them done.
I was thinking of trying to get someone to run the operation and me staying out of it. I thought maybe the college or an Individual who was motivated. I have all the equiptment and sprays so its only taxes that need payed and if someone was willing to fight for a decrease in those I could cover that as a thank you. I could work on the house then and un burden myself of all the stresses if only for a minute. I always have known I did not build this place for me. I just hate to admit how just flattened I am by my current life status. Its as if I need tome to heal but knowing the orchards can provide that and not being able to partake becasue my house needs finished.. Im like a scrambled egg.lol
If your interested please contact me,I am easy to work with and its all you..
